by Shazar | Feb 13, 2013 | consciousness, India, volunteering
My tears are close just below the surface of my being hovering in the wings trying to break through what is this hypersensitivity? this pain of being that hovers so near? its triggered by such small things – the child tossing the plastic over the wall the...
by Shazar | Oct 23, 2012 | consciousness, India, volunteering
I was so fortunate today… I met the Goddess of our Spring. After the work time a few of the children and our wonderful teacher Satish Mankar and I headed down to the spring to cool off. We had been weeding and mulching our fruit trees and were all hot and...
by Shazar | Oct 15, 2012 | India, volunteering
Yes I am learning .. slowly slowy – some Hindi and some Marathi is coming in. Wishing someone out there would just make a chip I could insert in my left ear and hey presto instant translation! People often ask me .. “what about your day? what is that you...
by Shazar | Sep 1, 2012 | consciousness, India, Meditation
Do you know that space? That feeling behind the solar plexus, that gap? The one we often fill with our addictions? I am feeling it tonight.. I try to put a label on it.. ‘homesick, alone,’ looking for something outside of myself to fill it. Examine it,...
by Shazar | Aug 31, 2012 | consciousness, India
I am privileged to be reading Barbara Marx Hubbard’s wonderful book 2012 and Beyond – and a snippet jumped out at me today – she said that the Secret was all about what you could get. But really the true Secret is all about what you can give. This...
by Shazar | Aug 27, 2012 | India
Its impossible to describe to you how I really feel about being back here.. about this sense of being at home. Its unrealistic to try to paint you a word picture of the love and happiness that is flowing in this place… how a simple time spent in the kitchen area,...
