Shazar's meanderings

from a life of service to Mother Earth

Welcome to my blog –

it meanders through many different topics as you will see… some pure fiction – many about my life and personal views – I hope you will gain some insights from whatever your read here and that these musings will be of value to you.

The Big Wind…

The Big Wind…

I didn’t write anything for my regular Writers Group tonight.. and the reason is…. Tonight I was mopping up after a cyclone.. “where?.. what?.. a cyclone.. what are you talking about - the storm was last week and it wasn’t even that bad?” No .. a cyclone.. and this...

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Same as it ever was…..

Same as it ever was…..

Change, what change? Did anything really change? Our sun rises and sets “same as it ever was” in the words of Talking Heads. The moon waxes and wanes and tonight she will burst forth with all her glory from behind the rain clouds into her fullness of the Scorpio moon...

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Lessons from my Golden Orb

Lessons from my Golden Orb

Her eyes followed the butterfly as it passed from flower to flower - and as it fluttered and dipped and rose in the morning sunlight, it took her soul and lifted it to the sun and she found lightness and joy in the swoop of its fluttering wings.What heaviness that had...

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Procrastination….

Procrastination….

seems to be worse these days.. it's always one of those obstacles that I need to move around in my life. I sit to do something and find suddenly that there is something way more pressing to do peering at me out of the corner of my eye. Ah - just do that.. then… but...

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Only Me – in the time of the virus

Only Me – in the time of the virus

Can I survive? Can my relationship survive.. can we all survive.. what if we don’t - who will care.. the planet will be happy .. maybe I too will be happy .. who knows.. what is the truth.. what is real what is emotion what is logic.. So many questions plaguing me .....

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The rains…

The rains…

The heat is intense. She is flat on her back - the fan is on 3 .. whirring and clattering a little as it labours its way around its age. Stretched out on the striped floor mat, her sari loosened for the night - she cluthces a damp cloth in her hand used to...

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Doing what is necessary

Doing what is necessary

My Indian Kitchen Yesterday was a flurry of doing just what was necessary here.. I woke early - meditated for a short time then began my day - my morning things the time for myself - drinking my morning drink and preparing for the day. The morning ritual culminating...

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Crab Soup Dumplings

Crab Soup Dumplings

"Crab soup dumplings .. mmm" she said as she perused the strange menu. " Is that really what we are going to choose.. well why not. after all if you don’t try stuff how are you to know if you will like it." They were seated at the small laminated table - plastic...

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My Love Affair with Bread…

My Love Affair with Bread…

Bread - that humble food - the food that can be the food of Gods - the food of the worker, and the farm hand and the politician. All the breads of the world - French breads crusty hot long filled with deliciousness - the camenbert, the brie - the gooey runny cheeses....

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