by Shazar | Feb 13, 2013 | consciousness, India, volunteering
My tears are close just below the surface of my being hovering in the wings trying to break through what is this hypersensitivity? this pain of being that hovers so near? its triggered by such small things – the child tossing the plastic over the wall the...
by Shazar | Oct 31, 2012 | consciousness
There is a story I’ve been told. Its about a giant who lived on the top of the mountains and was very happy and full of freedom. The little people in the valley were jealous of him.. and schemed and plotted to find a way to trap him. One day they had a bright...
by Shazar | Oct 23, 2012 | consciousness, India, volunteering
I was so fortunate today… I met the Goddess of our Spring. After the work time a few of the children and our wonderful teacher Satish Mankar and I headed down to the spring to cool off. We had been weeding and mulching our fruit trees and were all hot and...
by Shazar | Sep 1, 2012 | consciousness, India, Meditation
Do you know that space? That feeling behind the solar plexus, that gap? The one we often fill with our addictions? I am feeling it tonight.. I try to put a label on it.. ‘homesick, alone,’ looking for something outside of myself to fill it. Examine it,...
by Shazar | Aug 31, 2012 | consciousness, India
I am privileged to be reading Barbara Marx Hubbard’s wonderful book 2012 and Beyond – and a snippet jumped out at me today – she said that the Secret was all about what you could get. But really the true Secret is all about what you can give. This...
by Shazar | Dec 15, 2011 | consciousness, India
I have been in India now since October 6th – 2 months- and how they have flown. My days lean into each other.. am I busy?.. absolutely – so what is different about my life here .. that holds my heart that catches me and connects me? I look out of my window...
